I have an idea that one day it might be possible, I thought once it had become possible, and that glimpse has set me wandering, trying to find the balance between earth and sky. I don’t even know if god exists, but I do know that if god is your emotional role model, very few human relationships will match up to it. The servants of god, yes, but servants by their very nature betray. I still don’t think of god as my betrayer. I miss the company of someone utterly loyal. But where was god now, with heaven full of astronauts, and the lord overthrown? I miss god.